Beta, you might be going through social phobia. However, professional help is needed to rule out your disturbance. As you have mentioned that you’re reluctant when someone embarrasses or compliments you in public, try to not give a damn about the people and just walk away. I would suggest visiting a counsellor and don’t worry, you’re not alone!
Dear Auntyji, Here is my problem. I’m a socially awkward person. I’m anxious at all times everywhere. I’m scared to get up and ask for some water during meetings. I get easily humiliated or awkward if someone jokes about me or compliments me in public. When anyone comes to ask me about my awkward anxious behaviour, I immediately enter a nutshell. Is there anything to do because it worries me and I’m so done with my anxiety problem.